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11月17日

Here We Go Again

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I have been a mental case all week. My surgery on Monday didn't happen because at the very last minute I had the nurse take out the IV and told her I was going home. A Doctor of Anesthesiology is about to lose his job because of untrue comments him made to me about my health causing my blood pressure to raise to stroke level right before surgery......he was rude, spoke falsehoods, and is in deep poo poo with the hospital and the other medical staff involved.
 
Today I have to revisit my normal physician and gynecologist again so he can reschedule my surgery and I have been promised by the hospital that the original anesthesiologist will not be allowed near me if even he is still there.
 
Sorry I haven't caught every one up until now. I truly appreciate you all coming to check on me. My mind is not back with me yet. I promise to try to make it back to everyone's spaces for a visit soon. I love you all!
 
Oh Wendy.......today is the Great American Smoke Out......un-nerved, I have failed. Sorry!
 
Hugs............Paula
 
 
11月12日

This N That

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My gf Cindy and I finally got some more gal pal time out Thursday and shared a morning of gab over breakfast that lasted 2 and a half hours long. No, I didn't eat that much........time just passes so fast when we sit down and chat it over. Actually I lost a few pounds this week.......which is good!
 
Wednesday Bandit and I made it back to obedience school. Spending time and training him is absolutely one of my favorite past times. He has gotten a bit spoiled so a refresher of the basics was a good idea.
 
Today is going to be a really great day. No regularly scheduled housekeeping this morning. I am not disappointed....LOL. Actually I am going to be making a TACO Salad and off to a pug meetup at noon. Its been awhile, I am going through withdrawl. Than later on the family and I are off to our  first over for dinner invite at my son and his gf's new place then we are all going out together bowling. I miss him much still!
 
Sunday is the day I will catch up with it all and prep for my Monday surgery. Yes gals, I am going under the knife for some female plumbing problems so please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I am a little phobic about it. For some reason I like to regulate when I go to sleep. Barring any problems, I should be home by early eve, it is schedules to be outpatient. Naomi's teacher lives right next door. She has offered to bring her home and keep her with her until we get back. 
 
I have no idea what the weather is suppose to be like today......I still plan on having a beautiful one.
 
Hugs to all!
 
Paula 
11月7日

Size 14

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For a while now I haven't been comfortable in my own skin and have been wanting to make some changes in my weight through healthier eating and toning the flab. My body's physiology is deciding that now also (quit smoking, lose weight, eat healthier because cholesterol is way to high, exercise, lower the bp.) I picked the lucky number #14 to be the size I would like to obtain for myself, I think it is pretty much around my goal weight, the number in my new url......167, using it as a  constant reminder I can't afford to give up. Taking into consideration I am a tall, big boned gal at almost 5'9".
 
No name is needed for the blonde bombshell above. We all know her. But by today's standard she wouldn't make it onto the front of GLAMOUR magazine because she is not toothpick thin and wore a size 14. If it was good for the men then, why not now? She had hips, meat on her thighs and some thickness to her arms too. Makes no nevermind really. The size #14 is good enough for me. I am not out to impress anyone. I am doing it for me and my health. I have put off these changes way to long, now I just feel a little more motivated than I ever have.
 
I wish everyone peace of mind, body, and soul.
 
Hugs..........Paula
11月5日

Friends, Bandit, Hugs And Inspiration

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Friends, if you think I am going crazy with all of this back and forthness, you are probably not far from the truth. For any confusion I have caused switching around my space url, I do apologize. My life has been filled with to much negativity lately causing indecisiveness and all I can say is this is my resolve:

 

Serenity Prayer

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God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference. 
 

 

Many hugs for sticking with me, it will get better! I had to come to the realization that I had to exit some situations and people from within my family from my life. Now I can move on!

Hugs...........Paula


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Bandit has a link to his space in the top of the right side column with the date of the most recent upate on his space. He loves visitors....hint hint.

Doesn't mean I won't chat about him here from time to time. Just means I will continue major updates on him there.

 


 
These siggies are from my friend Laura
She is busy spoiling me.
I love them both.
 
This one will be inspiration for my wl. I could only look so good!
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Thank you so much......I needed that hug more than you know!
 
 
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11月4日

The Great American Smoke Out - 11/17/05

******* Now where were we again on this? Please, if you don't mind, restate your thoughts or comments. It is now imparitive I quit smoking. I will post back at comments made within the post comments themselves.  *******
 
 

The Great American Smoke Out
 
sponsored by the American Cancer Society
will be held this year on Thursday, November 17, 2005
 
Click here for more information.

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I am certainly not one to be casting stones..........I am a smoker myself. I get get upset when someone rides me about it......but I understand/respect those that don't smoke and do not mind going into a restaurant that is smoke free. But if I am in a restaurant that allows it and has a smoking section and you eyeball me up because I have a cigarette in my hand and you are sitting in my section....well, we are going to have an exchange of words.
 
I have every excuse under the book as to why I can't/don't quite and know of every reason as to why I should. **Update - My bp is way to high and tests just came back saying my lipids are high too.**
 
Also my father passed away of lung cancer. He smoked Camel's non-filter for over 40 some years.
 
With the above being said, I am going to try to quit smoking on November 17th during the Great American Smoke Out. What do I have to lose?, but everything to gain!
 
Any one want to join me in this effort?
 
Hugs............Paula

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